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Hi I don't know if you make think I deserve help more than the next guy cause we all have our share of problems. But if you want to see my blogs you can just click on my name and it should all show. Thank you for your time and God bless.

I am heading towards a mental breakdown. 1.  I'm poor

2. I have 5 kids that I cannot provide for

3. I have a nervous problem from spousal abuse

4. I cannot work right now.

5. I have just lost my grandmother and I feel so guilty because I was not able to take care of her when she needed it.

6. I'm just a complete failure and I don't deserve the love and affection that I get from my kids. I want to do so much for them and it is eating me up inside cause I chose not to work and to stay at home and take care of my kids cause 2 cannot go to daycare due to weak immune systems due to their prematurity.

So, if anyone has any information on grants or free work from home jobs for companies please let me know and I thank you for your considration  and please keep me in your prayers.

Is there any more help for the good at heart. I have explored all endevours and I am still a poor mother of 5. I just lost my grandmother yesterday. They say that I looked and acted just like her. Whats so messed up about this situation is that I felt numb when we got the call. I felt nothing at all. My dad is in the mist of a nervous breakdown and I'm trying to hide the fact that I am biPolar. I cannot do crap. I wish I had a home of my own so that she could have been at home with me I'm a CNA for goodness sake. I want to open my own facility honestly so that I can make sure there is no abuse to elderly people. She died alone and in pain that is so heartless. Please anyone if you have any information on grants let me know. thank you and GOD bless.

Has anyone heard of a program where you can get funds to repair and old home if it is your primary residence or purchase a home for your primary residence? all help will be appriceated(sorry about the spelling). I have 5 small kids and I rent a 2 bedroom on a busy street. I am afraid that I will no longer be able to afford the rent and utilities. I have 3 children that will be attending school in August and do not know where i will be getting the money for clothes or supplies. I do not get my hair done nor my nails. We do not go out to eat or order in. I wish i could do more for my kids but i am very limited. It is getting very hot in mississippi now and my utilities have more than doubled to try to keep them moderatly comfortable. I am severly depressed worring about thier outcome daily. I want my kids to know that there is good in the world because they have already seen most of the ugly. Please help with any info you can give thanks and God bless.....

Hi. For all those asking about small business loans whether it is to get you started or to help you out with an existing one, there are downloads you should at least check out. They are the federal money retriever and grant gate. If this helps anyone out please let me know. Its not only for small business' I am sure there is something for everyone also.

Hi. I have decided to go back to school. The nursing program is full for the upcoming fall semester so I am taking some other courses that will help until I can get in. Can anyone tell me how I can get some grants for this. I signed up for the financial aid but it is not enough. I have 5 little ones and I am a single parent. I am trying to do my classes online because I can't put some of my kids in daycare due to underdeveloped immune systems. I really hate asking for help because I have tried so hard to prove to everyone that I made the right decision to keep my babies and not risk their health by keeping them at home and not going back to work. Any information will help and God bless..;)

I really would not mind stuffing envelops too. If possible can you give me any information about that? I really need to provide for my kids and I want to do it legally. I am all they have. Thanks for any information

I am so stressed this time of the year and it is sinking in that the kids are mine full time now and no school and no naps. I have 2 kids returning to school plus one. That means I will only have 2 little ones at home now. My moms carpal tunnel is so bad now she cant watch them for me anymore. I feel so alone in this world. A million thoughts go through my mind at once and I can't tell you a single one of them. I feel dumb as dumb can be. I believe stay at home moms should be paid. The government will get their money back in diaper tax and grocery tax and even the money we will have to put in therapy.Correct

I am giving up. I have even thought of giving my children up so that they may live a better life. I am a 25 year old single mother of 5. My kids all have problems but I honestly believe that most would get better if we were in a clean stable environment. My eldest child of 6 has anxiety issues and so does my 4 year old from watching my ex-husband beat me bloody over their bodies while they were in bed. My 2 year old(who came early due to this beating) is a miracle and only has speech problems. My 1 year old (from another relationship) was premature(31 weeks) and has VSD,asthma,tubes in ears,and development delays. He still hasn't called me momma and hes 16 months. And last but not least my 5 month old was also premature and when i finally brought her home she  stopped breathing in my arms(RSV)and now she too has asthma and i am so afraid to take my eyes off of them. I do this myself and I wouldn't want it any other way. They are my life. They are the only reason I wake in the morning. I have looked for home jobs or even jobs close to home and came up empty. What good am I when I cannot provide fro my own. Thank you all for listening. If you have any information please please help me.

Wow, I feel your pain. I too am the only support my children have. Are you getting any government assistance at all. I pray for everyone except myself anyway and I will pray for you and your family.I wish that I could help soo much. I am in great need also though but if I was in a position to help I promise that i would. People have to go through things to understand alot and trust me ma'am I UNDERSTAND. God bless you.

I truly understand what you are going through.  I am a single mother of 5. I am constantly at doctor appointments and my kids have medical conditions. I have spent all that I could spend for a lifetime on grant CD's that have done nothing but make me angry. I have anxiety problems by worrying so much and my little ones are the only peace I have. I just need a grant myself just to get things started with my llittle ones. I was abused by the man I have loved my entire life and I am afraid to sue him for child support cause I believe he is the type to eliminate his problems other than face them. So bless you in all your endevors and do what you think is right.

I think it is a blessing that there are resources out there like this. I really need to join this program because I believe that I am meant to help others. My very first job at the age of 18 was as a STNA in a nursing facility. Most jobs people have told me they did not think they could do I did and i felt that I was making a difference. That job made me be a more cautious and caring mother. I live a poor but rich with closeness nieghborhood. I am a single mother of 5. I have lived through poverty,sickness, and abuse from loved ones. I just need help to get to were I need to be to provide for my little ones and continue to help others.